Oh sometimes it causes me to tremble....

Today I was thinking of the great power of the lord. I love the lord and Hope I show that in my daily walk, and as I went about my day I glanced at the mountains and saw such great beauty. Not just great beauty but majestic beauty. I also thought about that song "Consider the Lilies". I worry for so many things then I think about that and god is telling us don't worry he's got our backs. I am the worst especially when the kids get sick or I am going through a hard time personally. I think my two oldest daughters have went through more in their short life spans than I have in my 30 odd years. They hardly ever complain and if they do it's over the little stuff. They have taken everything and let it roll off their shoulders. I'm not saying it's not hard for them, but they go through it and then they find a bright spot to look at. Anyway I just thought how I should let more things roll of my back like they do.
God has been so good to me and mine, we could have have had a way harder time at different times and through different trials. However, god has always been there, and walked us through. In fact it actually seems like he carries me more than he walks beside me.
I have always thought of how we lost our boys but today I have a new outlook, they are not lost just gone before me. It really helps to have a better outlook. My sister in law had a miscarriage just the other day and I went to see her last night. She seemed to have an awesome outlook and I am very thankful. She really wanted this baby, and it's very hard that they can't keep it however, they are gonna keep going. It's good to see their strength.
So many have been sick lately with the flu, I have seen such mercy as it has skipped my kids but I worry so much for the ones it hasn't skipped. I know how scared I get when my kids are sick, and I always worry for everyone else too. Tomorrow we are gonna try to make it to Delta for church. It has been quite a while since we have been there and I am excited to try again.

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