A New Attitude

So after a couple more days I realize what a baby I am. The baby is still healthy, I know cause he/she is kicking and moving around alot. My older girls are trying their best with the house and I am doing okay. My husband kinda blew it on the groceries, but what do you expect for the very first time ha ha. I have a very good family, my sister all the way in Oregon is finishing up my quilts. I had bought fabric but had never gotten them started so she is working on that. I have a couple blankets here that weren't finished that my oldest is gonna finish. Plus we got all the stuff for the baby, including the bassinet. Not the one I picked out but a very cute one nonetheless. In conclusion, I am blessed, not only with good health considering everything but with a wonderful husband who knows how picky I am and was still willing to go grocery shopping, knowing he was doomed for failure ha ha. Also with wonderful children and sisters.
What a complainer I can be right?? Anyway I have resolved to only see the good in everything. The groceries kinda drive me nuts cause he shopped solely at Sams...I knew to begin with it was a mistake. However he got Hamburger which will make a lot of meals, and if we were to have a superbowl party we can use two 5 lb bags of hot wings hee hee. The kids will love him for getting them pretzels for snack, and though I wouldn't have chosen that for a healthy snack he probably could have done worse. Also he only got one bag of Candy, and he did get the spaghetti noodles as well as the elbow macaroni noodles. And even though he forgot the spaghetti sauce he can run to walmart and get some. He really could have done worse..And he was entitled to the cookie dough (store bought can you believe that??)
since I can't get up and make it. Oh well it will be okay...However since I can't do the corn he has shucked adn boiled and cut it off the cob for two solid evenings which is more than a lot of guys would do. He is also gonna help Bobby with the salsa tonight so I really have nothing to complain about. I do wish someone would come paint my walls though ha ha...Not really just wanting some change..
My girls have been so good and even though they do things different than I would I really appreciate their help. I worry about what my kitchen looks like but I am gonna have faith and believe that they are doing it the way I would. Ezekiel came in my room yesterday evening and said a bowl had fallen on his foot. I was like how in the world did that happen? He said I just opened the cabinet and it fell out so I directed Bobby on how to put the dishes away again and her eye rolling with I know mom was very disconcerting...made me worry but when Billy came home and checked he said it looked fine. I hope he's right ha ha. My room seems to be catching a lot of clutter, they won't let me organize it so I have tried to ignore it.. IT'S NOT WORKING...So Bobby and Charity are gonna let me boss them for a few minutes after lunch.. I am kinda excited ha ha.
I just worry too much but everything is still working out for the best I am sure. And on the bright side I am starting to learn a couple songs I have wanted to learn just didn't have the time. I am also reading things I have needed to read for a while, maybe this will help me in the future find more time for reading my bible. I hope so cause I really need it. This is how I found the name for my little girl if Marisela is right ha ha(she always thinks it"s a girl). Keturah Hope, Keturah becasue I read it in the old testament and fell in love with the name and Hope because I already have Faith and Charity, we needed some Hope to add ha ha. Billy always picks the boys names and decided on Michael Ray Michael after an angel from somewhere I really don't know and Ray cause that's all the boys' middle names hee hee. Well I have cured my boredom for another 10 minutes back to watching the clock and being bored some more ha ha...