Whatever Will Be Will Be

So I have to start at the beginning. About a week ago I had a dream, and in my dream my uncle David, my uncle gene(who passed away 5 months ago), and my Grandpa(who passed away 13 years ago)were in a car accident. All three of them were killed on impact. I don't remember alot of the dream, but when I woke up I was crying and Billy said it was just a silly dream. Anyway at about 5:30 this morning my sister Marisela woke us up to tell us my grandma had passed away. I am not a cryer generally but I was upset because it was unexpected so I got up and forced myself to think of things that needed done. So I called my mom knowing she would be awake, and made sure the whole family knew, then made sure mom had someone with her. Then I decorated my daughters birthday cake. Today was her 11th birthday. Anyway, back to my dream, I kinda thought maybe it had something to do with grandma and I was a little weirded out. But then I thought about it and remembered about a month before my sons passed away I had a dream the oldest one passed away in a fire, I was careful then after a while I let my guard down again. Anyway, when he passed away it was in a fire, not a house fire like I dreamed but a fire none the less. So then I thought of a question. Why would I dream of these things? I know there is an answer but I don't know what it is. I don't know that the answer will help me to live the faith better so it may not be important but I will deffinately be praying about it. If you think to please pray for my little family. We need it right now.

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